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Heehee. Thanks Joao! Wesleyans is rocks my socks. Bye Melbourne! I'll be back in a week! I'm going home for another wedding - mei's, this time round. A week really is too short! But it's okay. Will make the best out of it :) Man I've never been this excited to go home. Don't know why! -- What holds me back? ME! Me holds me back. haha. It's like that quote which goes, "No one can make you inferior without your permission". In the same way, only you can hold yourself back. Jesus, remind me that it's not about me - my fears, failures, inabilities or anything "me", but that it is about You. That when You say go, I don't have to know where or what exactly. Even if I don't see the path or even ground ahead, I just have to put my foot out, and somehow, there will be good solid ground for that step taken in faith, to land on, and find that You always deliver :) "Do what is right and do not give way to fear." –1 Peter 3:6 Aiy

Something interesting from boundless by Candice Watters who reviews the book What He Must Be...If He Wants To Marry My Daughter . Go read the article if you're interested. Boundless has a lot of good stuff. An excerpt: ...a young man must be ready to represent his family before God (as a priest), represent God before his family (as a prophet), meet the needs of those in his household (as a provider), and place himself between his family and all who would do them harm (as a protector). -- I guess for now, the most important thing when it comes to the area of relationships/marriage is - work on yourself. Don't worry so much about who the right person is and when the right time will be. Just focus on being who God wants you to be and doing what He wants you to do now. Then in the future, you'll better be able to serve each other in a healthier relationship. And things always work out fine somehow because God's got perfect everything :)

I chanced upon some photos via the facebook feed and I am feeling all excited now! MY KIDS ARE SO GONNA BE A PART OF ROYAL RANGERS NEXT TIME MANZZZ! Looking at the pictures, I thought - I used to be one of those kids! People used to ask - huh? What? Power Rangers? No! It's ROYAL Rangers ! Thanks to Royal Rangers, I had camping experience. Fun days man! Thanks to RR, I am not a gu-niang girl! I ate snake meat before - after seeing it being skinned (big snake okay)! I can pitch a tent and I don't mind getting dirty. Of course there was the God part - they taught us Godly principles. Ahhhh! Good old days! I'm so glad I had the opportunity to be part of RR! Wish I didn't have to leave that early. I left because I had lousy grades so my dad said I had to stay home and study - fair enough. So exciting! It's okay if you don't share my excitement or if I am not very clear in my writing - I'm just HAPPIE! :D

It is quite wonderful to see people really as themselves, when they have emerged from their shells and are just comfortable being. Then you find out who they really are, and what they really are like! Everyone is then so much more free ; myself included! -- Quite often, I hear my handwriting is neat. I write pretty neatly about half the time. It's been a conversation starter a few times before. No, I didn't get A's for my penmanship in primary school. I usually tell people - it's the pen! Which is partly true. Different pens = different handwriting because the smoothness is different. I use uniball signo 0.38 mostly. Sometimes when I flip back through the pages, I think - man. Scary. How do I write this neatly?! I guess I write a lot. So practice makes you better? -- Just realised something I learnt today kind of relates to the first paragraph above. Basically, we have: nothing to prove because we are secure in Him, nothing to lose because we have surrendered all