i'm so tired.
doing the ss lesson notes.
must refer to the ppt.
so my head is constantly going up and down.
headache.
alamaks.
better not complain. :D
nat king cole.
jazz.
the word itself sounds and looks so...cool
*grin* :D
ono lisa's jazz album is nice too
and listening to some jazz on ee's md now. coz the tv is on behind me and i think it's rather noisy. couldn't really do my work. so i'm listening to jazz... zzz....it's a bit loud tho....to drown out the tv's noise.
:D
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boredom strikes.
i feel so bored at home. yea yea. i know there's homework and revision to be done but i just can't get down to doing it. ok. actually, i am doing a bit of it already. but i feel just so suffocated at home. like. literally suffocated. like. there's no air or smtg. and i fell so RESTLESS!! i can't stand it.
i need air!!! air!!! air!!!
watched the wild thornberry's at GV with my bro just now. :D heh.
hey bardee. i watch cartoons too.
i like the short cartoon - Plonksters.
some clay figures with one good guy and two bad guys. and the two bad guys always try to steal or do smtg to the good one and the good one tricks them. they get scared. and in the end, the good guy shares his stuff with them. eh. yea :D
i like other cartoons too! heh. but i don't really watch them coz like...no time. or...well, i don't watch tv thaat much.
and yea. i'm glad we talked.and don't worry. i will treasure them. i treasure everyone :D plus you :)
haha...ida...what happened to your blog? *grin*
who you thinking of man denise? haha
went back to school to take soo many textbooks. alamaks.
Lucy
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yah. english and...maybe chinese...:D
should tell chinee to speak on...why pple ASK God for things....
remember? it goes...." ASK and it will be given unto you. SEEK and you shall find "
i think we really need handbell practice man....all that we have to work on left is....
our expression and moving...bah...but some pple just can't move to the rhythm!!! and it gets a bit frustrating coz everybody has to move together...gee...
oh man. teachers are posting homework on the school website for us to do?!!
sigh.
going back to school tmr to get some sch books so i can do my work.
may be going to trim my hair at ma's salon. she may be moving to far east shopping centre. it's bigger there. and aniwae, it's mostly her own friends that are her customers.
going to east coast for dinner.
haha....a few pple's blogs are screaming NO SCHOOL FOR TWO WEEKS!!!
haha....
i left like...almost all my textbooks in school?!?!?!? i only have my geog tb at home? i don't even have my maths tys....groan. but. well. mebbe i'll be forced to do chinese. which will be really good. coz i relaly need to study my chinese.
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heh. actually, i didn't do the quiz properly because the answer options were....not very applicable to me. so. mebbe half of this isn't very right. i don't know. haha. what crap am i talking about? *grin*
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You feel a deep, spiritual connection with the earth and animals. While you fight against things as serious as oppressive invaders threatening your people's entire culture and way of life, you're still a young woman with a sense of humor, reflected in your choice of the mischevious raccoon for a pet. What you admire in a man are ve
bluey friend. i good hor. i never laugh at your hair.
i thought i quit band already? how come i'm still leading the band for another worship? aww man. i'm a lousy band leader. oh sigh. and...dotty dot dots...the band must be happy. they're gonna get a new, better band leader i suppose =) i think i may like to object..or say smtg. if someone does become the band leader. chinee and chinmei said that i should. if i felt that blah blah blah
you know, if you don't come for prac, you don't get to play or sing for sunday's worship. not even sing. even if you come early on sunday morning. yah? it's one of the rules....yep
bardee...waited for the bus till like...7pm? and the bus ride home seemed really really long coz i was so darn tired. and so..i should go n sleep now...zzzzZZZzzzzZzzZZzz...
dotters. whahaha...
zzzZZzzzzzzzZZZzzzZZZZzzzzz
yah...the recording thing would be quite cool =) wesley ym's very own cd! heh. would be even better if we could come up with original songs eh? haha
well denise, i think i may agree sometimes...on you saying that it's more fun to talk to the guys then the girls in church. no always. but sometimes, yes. boys seem to have more fun sometimes....gee.....haha...and i'm a girl...saying this too...haha...denissseeee...hmm....ys asking how he could make the second worship better? i think he could have....talked more. for example..."God is moving", the first part, the intro was a bit long in a sense, so he could have like...said smtg so it woudn't be so 'empty'. yep.and yah, he does get quite corny. lame. but nice. haha...my sis says that Joshua is very "on" =) tt's good. haha...
[the mummy and jurassic park on tv now. eeks.]
haha. lena. i where got famous. crazy. lol
the ms universe ah. celest or jun should have gotten first!!!! but a
oh man. it's really difficult to talk to someone you don't really know.
especially when you're a person like me.
ahhh...
he got bored during class
and was waiting for ee at macs with him. had to "entertain" him. and after talking to him for awhile, i really really really didn't know what to say at all. so i read wanli's letter. and he went to buy fries. then huang ming saw him n me. then he, jk and wilson turned and looked and i was like..."yes?" and they started "coughing". thought he was my bf or smtg....?!?!!?@!@#?$ huh?!?!ohkaaay.
i think our worship is like....we're trying to follow other styles too much. like the hillsong cd's and all that.
sang "God is moving" today. whoohoo! =) first time i sang that was in camp when i was playing second keyboard. really cool. the other really cool songs was "history maker"...=) ys, good effort for your very first worship leading in ym :)
wanli...the c
wah. the singapore miss universe thingie is on tv now.
some of them are soooooooooooooooooooooo skinny man.
okok. bardee.
dotdotdot?
haha.....three 97's passed before 854 came. within like. 5mins?
go home from your house faster than go home from school...
about half an hour.
oh cool. yang shen is leading tmr?
i think the good thing about being in jeremy ong's band is that you get to learn a lot =).
band agape. only michael has worship led, with joanne as co once.
band beloved. wanli and zhou led together b4.
band charity. karen and katherine(oops.i forgot her name.) and now, yang shen.
lardeeda~
lars.
mommy's bdae tmr.
we're gonna eat dim sum for lunch coz she likes it.
[tho' i don't really. but aniwae.]
=)
handbells today. so yucky. to write all the notes out.
poor charmaine's got to write in into a proper score.
HOW? man....
and other's are gonna play OUR song (okok. mr fong's song. written for us)
for the syf
no melissa
i don't really know about the war...as i've mentioned...
"or maybe, i just shouldn't comment on anything coz i don't really know what's going on."
that's what i said previously.
so. yah.
don't like....comment on every single thing i say ok?
just take it that i'm mad or smtg. so i'm spouting rubbish?
whatever...
they're entitled to go to war? or whatever?
they're not listening to the UN. whatever?
i don't know.
and yah. i know that us didn't say it WANTED to be the "policeman of the world".
i said that "the us being a superpower does not mean that it SHOULD be the "policeman" of the world kinda thing."
there was some stuff in the papers anda ll about it. so yah.
and bush? you say you think he is "this really holy guy"?
well, i got nothing to say about that.
whether he's holy or not, it's not for me to say.
and i don't really care. about
the prayer of Jabez...from a card i got...
"through a simple believing prayer, you can change your future."
" and Jabez called on the God of Israel saying,
"oh. that You would bless me indeed, and enlarge my territory, that Your hand would be with me, and that You would keep me from evil, that i may not cause pain."
so God gratned him what he requested."
-1 cronicles 4 :10-
"just wanted to remind you
that a beautiful future
is unfolding right now
in answer to your many prayers.
keep believeing in God's love
and in yourself
and the great joys
He has planned just for you."
=)
it's friday!!!!!!!
the one week holiday....pass so fast man.
doodeedooda
been doing chemistry
so hardworking ah.
haha.
hey wanli. about the "when the music fades" story. what do u think about it?
very er....familiar? the first part of it? could be eh?
saddam is such a ?!?!?!?!?!?!!??!?!?!?!!?!?....he's putting a human shield
made up of women and children.
ah. what the heck.
=(
and why is the us(no capitalization. got no respect for that guy called bush) not listening to the UN? stewpig. it's so terrible. it's like...then what the heck is UN for? i think UN is cool! i wanna join the UN! heh. us thinks they're some big thing. okok. yah. they're big. but that doens't give them the right to.....do whatever they want. it's like....iraq is like a puny thing compared to the us. and us still wants to get summore pple in like....britain and all that. the us is like...becoming some big bully? and about britain. stewpig tony blair.
or maybe, i just shouldn't comment on anything coz i don&#
melissa. you want me to murder you?!!!?!?!?
i'm so sorry. that i eat stuff that looks like poo man.
i was staaarrrving.
and they've left! which means....proper food!!! whoohoo! i can eat proper food again! i am elated! heh.
zhou, gotta quit coz of studies lah. i don't want to quit. but....even chinee says i have to quit. so. yep.
and chinese o's are coming soon! and it's like......someone asks me where i've studied up to? i can only say "nowhere".ahhhhh! dead meat. again. why am i always becoming dead meat or smtg huh.
ok. i think i'm talking too much rubbish.
and i'm still starving after eating that "poo-like chocolate cream" thingie. really. ahh.....stomach rumbling. so pathetic. nothing to eat at home. i think pa is gonna just like..thorow away the so much left over chicken coz there's so much.and we won't eat it aniwae.
handbells prac at nanyang today was useless. we should have practices the songs only on
hUh. nO loR. it iS nOrt thE scHoOl vEry gOod tHeN wAnNa bOok thE hAll fOr Us oNe loR. iT is bEcAuSe hOr. if yoU bOok thE hAll, yOu rehEarSe thEre fiRst, yOu wilL gEt tHe fEel oF whAt it'S likE maH. sO syF tHat dAy yOu noT sO nErvoUs oR whAteVeR. yOu kNoW whAt tO eXpEct a biT. sO hoR...tHe scHoOl wAnt faCe mAh. yOu dUnNo mEh? thE mRs lEe aH. sHe likE caRe abOut sChoOl imAgE a lOt a lOt loR. sO hoR, wE alL mUz geT goLd mAh. thEn tO geT goLd...mSst liDdAt aNd muZ likE diZ....sO liDdaT lOr...[whahahaha] yOu noE ouR sChoOl wAd. hAiz.
hahaha...the "crude" way of talking. and the capital letters here n there.....don't laugh ok some of you. i was just trying out how some pple manage to do this is every blog entry and all that. so tiring! and a bit difficult to read also leh. like...lena annabel u all ah. ahha.....i do this one.....considered quite short already..so tired already...man.....
this is so crazy....haha....and i type until i think....i started to not make se
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hmm..same as my bardee's
who's ms yeow?
today's newspapers..so much on the saddam thingie. hiyah. i don't want war.
there was this forum and this guy wrote smtg like....Bush cannot find osama so he is using saddam as a distration only.
dotdotdot
chinmei said this. and i totally agree : saddam should just have a heart attack and die.
watched "the pianist". don't go watch it man. it's like..no real plot. and it's like....the whole movie is just how he survived the war. a bit boring. chinmei could only say that the moral of the movie was that it pays to be a good pianist. and btw, tt's a joke.
denise...! that guys are going for older girls? haha.....it used to be older guys with younger girls.it still is.
and i don't know what i'm talking about.
and denise, thinking about ___ (let's have fun playing "fill in the blanks!"eh...)again just cracks me up.
anyone who sees me now must think i'm crazy coz i'm really grinning like mad....
yah. and the ___ does look good. i know him a bit.
kren said she thought jon was quite cute?
oo...well, almost everyone is cute. in their own way.
eh?
[hush chinhui]
went for a short short short jog just now. so short. but so tired aniwae. shows how un-fit i am *grin*
ah. i used to go to thomson plaza when i was younger. it was yaohan back then. i used to have piano lessons at the yamaha there! and ma, wei n i would go eat kfc after that. ah. the good ol' days =). it's changed now...
I fix my eyes on You
i fix my eyes on You
Author of my faith
Casting aside
Every sin and every weight
I
ok. the pple are staying for about 3 days. but the guy is staying for a whole month!!! he's come to learn english..hmm....
quelle!!! you just told me!! whahahha! i can't breathe! coz i can't stop laughing!!!! ahhh!whahahaha!!! whoohoo!!! amararion....loodeedododada......haha.
and yah. that guy is cute. as in, not THAT one. but yes, the other one.
LOL. i can't stop.
i'm so looking forward to handbells prac.
coz i can't wait to play the such beautiful music again!!
hey prince. thanks too. =)
attitude
commitment to win
reason : Christ
syf camp was boring in the sense that there were no games and all that. but it was....fun(ok. i'm contradicting myself?), in the sense that ...well, practice was really good with mr fong around. coz he came up with just the bestest arrangements. and we finally finished our syf pieces on the second day. i screwed up quite q bit on the "mini-syf performance" nite. but mr fong just continued conducting as if there was nothing wrong. which is really good. coz...you don't panic or whatever that way.
the non-syf grp come to camp for what ah? i also dunno. they come also like waste time only liddat. and the __ kept hitting cheryl, trying to attract attn and all....gee.kinda irritating. but...oh well. she's like that. and she's still...not very mature.
reminder for handbell girls : pract on tues is at 12.30 and prac on thursday is at 7.10am. we're going to nanyang. but meet in school first yah?
*am humming
sec ones played today for the "luchtime performance" and they played quite well. they still gotta work with timing but, generally, ok.
i wanna play for combined! ahh! boohoohoo...stupid camp and all. i've always wanted to play for combined. and now, bleagh.
music camp groupings. sigh.
haha. denise. your blog's guestbook has become a noticeboard or smtg. quelle, who's the person? and hi zhou ( i can't remember the elvish one. is it amarion?) if you're reading this =) denise, if i got 71% for my chinese, i'd faint from shock. i'd be too good to be true. i also got funfair tickets to sell. $100 too. you wanna buy from me? you wanna buy, must buy from ME ok? =) i haven't sold a single one. the funfair is on 14th june if i'm not wrong. i haven't started even trying to sell. except, to my mother. [eh?] heh.
dead meat tmr. as i've already mentioned. my results.
ahhh! =((((((((((
One night I dreamed I was walking
Along the
bardeeeeee! so good! you get to go for combined.
but u noe what? what means you're leaving like...at what time? and you're planning camp games. and the games are at like...what time? so....yep. hope nothing clashes. ah. but whatever.
today's chapel was all singing. was quite weird at some parts but i shant say too much eh. rushed down for non-syf handbells prac after that. and found that qian ru and maureen were actually eating?!?! and poor rachel didn't even eat b4 coming...(she got special needs. tt's why). prac was quite ok. much much better than yesterday. then mrs wong came down. and everyone played sooo well. she's scary man i tell you. hope they'll play properly tmr. it's the "lunchtime performance". where some music grps or whatever will "perform" beside the canteen there during lunch time....for er....exposure? i think so.
my CA marks look soooo good.
the opposite.
whaaa...i am so so so dead.
X_X
what
half day today
half day alright
school ended at 10.15. then straight after that, chinese test. then, chinese enrichment. then, handbells with mr fong. then handbells with the sec one's....whoa. i wonder, why am i staying back when i am only the pathetic treasurer? then, how come the prez doesn't stay back? hmm....gee...
the music sounded good in the hall. we're gonna get that gold man.
and mr fong says that we're playing for the opening of the singapore youth festival in july. and that we schould be very honoured that they chose OUR school. and that Goh Chok Tong is gonna be there. it's gonna be at the esplanade. lalala.
how do you play the music properly when you have to tap your feet at the same time? i really can't when i use the mallets. can't concentrate. alamaks. the second song was so good that ms loh "couldn't find the words to describe it" and she teared on hearing it...i heard. [and by the way, she's an english teacher
wanli and zhou hao led worship for the first time yesterday
was good! =)
ee is in kota tinggi for a school trip.
acsi, gep...they seem to have so much fun!
love song for a saviour jars of clay
In open fields of wild flowers,
she breathes the air and flies away
She thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses
in no simple language
Someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close a heartbeat or a song on her lips
Someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call her and she will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray,
"I want to fall in love with You"
Sitting silent wearing Sunday best
The sermon echoes through the walls
A great salvation through it calls to the people
who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close a he
mom's back
" we stand alone together"
interesting huh?
got that from "band of brothers"
handbells prac. today. it was quite a drag and i wasn't enjoying the music at all.sigh. kinda like...getting sick of playing the songs
don't blame me if i look like, really 'bo chap' ok? aniwae, the what's-her-name (i can't rem) said that treble and bass are doing fine
and i'm in treble...so yah. chimes kinda like, needa buckup. especially for the second song. where the first notes dunno when to come in. (actually, no point writing all these. the chimers don't even know this blog. so.) haiz...
went to the primary school's handbell prac with maiz and char. learnt how to take apart the whole malmark bell. so mah fan. must screw here, screw there. but aniwae, i learnt smtg. at least, i can repair malmark bells now. now, i need to learn how to repair schulmerich bells. concerning the condition of the bells, you can't real
a lot of the sec1 handbell girls are in chew house. whoa. wanyi.yijia.wenxin.huizi.
whaa?
lee house was the best! they should have gotten first for cheerleading!
ok. even if you don't think the pple look like cheerleaders, you gotta admit that they were the best....at least most pple thought so. tiffany looked really good? don't you think so. she's pretty too. and she can dance...haha...you go tiff! we love you! haha...our school's cheerleading is not exactly very good. but at least it's improving! =)
lovely ol' tiffany with a big heart.
and is so simple. in how she pleases God.
like the song which says "childlike faith"
i want to have childlike faith too
you know, when you like, put all your trust in God
=)
To me, you shall be unique in the world.
To you, i shall be unique in the world.
-the little prince-
sports day. hot.didn't have much enthusiasm so i didn't really shout or anything. basically stoned. chew house...my house...finally won. finally. =)
so hot n tired.
bcoz of the good o level results, we have half day on tuesday.
whee!
does that mean that we have..........no chinese compo enrichment?
if yes, then.....yaaay! YAY!
this is a poem by ida :
The sky weeps over the open fields
Sending its tears over the wild flowers
Leaving teardrops on their petals
Quenching their dying thirst I listen to the falling rain
Savoring every cold drop that touches my skin
I hold out my hand
Trying to clasp one beautiful raindrop
Before it falls to the ground
I look up and see rain clouds
And close my eyes
Letting the rain wash my tears
When I open them
I look at the gray clouds again
And see a silver lining
life is like a field of newly fallen snow; where i choose to walk every step will show
"whatever comes," she said,"cannot alter one thing. if i am a princess in rags and tatters,i can be a princess inside.It would be easy to be a princess if i were dressed in cloth of gold, but it is a great deal more of a triumph to be one all the time when no one knows it.
-the little princess-
i want to be a real princess.
real meaning, a princess at heart.
=)
hardly anything motivates me
and i find that so irritating
argh!!!
"conflicts" in handbells.
we spent two solid hours in what mr fong calls a "spilling session"
i bet it like...kinda motivated others or smtg.
but not me.
ahh! why? do i not get motivated easily?
it irritates me.
aniwae, these "conflicts"...
it's not like we don't know about them
many people know about them.
except, maybe, the more innocent sec2s.
but anyway.
it's just that we're not doing anything about them.
sigh.
and it's not as if some of us don't try.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
now now
what motivates me?
it's been years...i still don't know.
at least, i think i don't.
ok. i may not be making sense.
[dotdotdot]
yea. i love reading too.
used to read more last time...more free time last time.
but my english is still not 'powderful'....lalala
but i love reading lah
i can sit in the library for the whole day...i think. i haven't tried =)
not the school library though
the school library is getting boring.
i think i've read all the books there that i've wanted to read.
and it's not just sweet valley books that you shouldn't buy coz they are dumb and a waste of time or whatever. the olsen twins...mary kate and ashley...those too.and their shows are like.....ugh. americans look so much older than they usually are...at our age...sooo old.
to oh-two.
if it was a CALLING to join band.
then, why would God like...'put' you in another place.
when you've been in band for only...how long?
and...blah blah blah.
i wouldn't say that it's a CALLING.
but whatever.
different pple. different_____(my vocab. range is too small. as i've mentioned
bardee, can you help me do a new template if you've got time?
i like the one from poo designs. either the one with te man standing with widespread arms.a bluish-green and black template. or the one below it which says "on the edge".
that is, if you have the time.
hello world! hi wanli. hi ida. hi melissa. hi twinval.hi mei.hi wei.hi marisa.hi jerik.hi perry.hi jk.hi denise aka quellehuanien.hi jeremy.hi allison.hi kelly.hi shawn. hi yangshen. hi rachael. hi sarah. hi tiffany. hi melissa. hi stacy.hi joyie.hi ecvp.hi zhou hao aka aramarion. hibertram. hi alex. hi risheng. hi fong. hi ivan aka sec2 boy, now upgraded to sec3 boy. hi cheryl. hi annabel. hi lena. hi melissa.hi evon.hicindy aka indian friend. hi krysttel aka red ranger. haha. i should stop. i'm going a bit...mad...
stop chinhui. go do something constructive!
lol
dee band played today.
whee...
for 'one desire', when the drums came it, it was a bit weird. but ok on the whole. wei is improving. yep.
perry!!! too bad you couldn't come for prac. music was a bit...empty. but thanks for helping out in packing aniwae...tho you came late in the morning...haha...=) chinee said tt she understood what i meant by ''the music was a bit empty''...she could tell. eh. i shall not post more comments. lardeeda...ladidum..dididum...
i think i'm a lousy band leader...like, really. i don't know what to do. i don't know who should start the song first. i don't know how to teach my band. other pple can do so much better than me. honest. i should quit eh? aniwae, o levels this year. so i should be studying more. i find it so hard to sit down and study. (please don't be lame and tell me to stand up and study)
you know what? i think that handphones are such a distraction sometimes. like when you're supposed to
"please," he said, "tame me!"
"i should like to," said the little prince,"but i don't have much time. i have friends to discover and many things to understand."
"one only ever understands what one tames. people no longer have time to understand anything. they buy everything from ready_made shops. but there is no shop where friends can be bought, so poeple no longer have friends. if you want a friend, tame me!"
"what do i have to do?" said the little prince.
"you have to be very patient"
-a little prince-
love is patient...
one day a grey-haired caterpillar hanging upside-down a branch surprised her.
he seemed caught in some hairy stuff.
"you seem in some trouble" she said."can i help?"
"no my dear, i have to do this to become a butterfly."
her whole insides leapt.
"butterfly - that word," she thought.
"tell me, sir, what is a butterfly?"