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i'm stressed. haha. well, worship today was good. again. practice goes bad and i get worried and then on sunday everything turns out well. geez. haha. but good lah. thank God. was going to ask mark about his design course in tp but no time. just a busy morning. but nvm coz i asked joshua online in the end. i should stop worrying so much. lunch with family. went to see car. the nissan's are like...not enough leg space....so yuck. uncomfortable. so we went to see the suzuki's. better. more leg space. didn't exactly look great on the outside. but it was ok. so i think we're getting a suzuki again. do you all still want to go for planet shakers concert? it costs about $30. and remember to sign up for worship training camp! sign up next sunday at the table at the back of the ymca hall or you can just tell me coz the paper's with me. going to ngee ann tmr with joyie to register for mass comm. first choice. then...don't really know what

hello everybody. i'm quite ok with my results. not overjoyed but am satisfied and grateful because i improved quite some from my prelims. i guess most pple i know did ok. some pple did really well. glad for them :) well, it's over now. i'm gonna be applying for poly courses. not gonna try jc...i barely made it anyway. haha. so i gotta start choosing my courses and well, let's see where God wants me to go. and then, start finalising the worship retreat stuff and think about other stuff. i won't be putting the purpose driven life thingie today. i didn't have time to read and i must read properly first right? yes, right. band prac today. ok. i think i'm a lousy band leader. and i was like, frowning quite a bit. couldn't sing or smile. i dunno. and i didn't really know what i was playing. keyboard had a problem...the sound was like...sometimes off for dunno what reason. and...i just didn't feel very great. and on the way home i was thinking

sorry if this is a bit late...i came back not-so-early tonight. sound course. i think the instructor can tell that patty and i don't know as much as the rest coz they all question and talk and both of us are just sitting there, listening...trying to understand....all quiet. smiling and saying "er." when he asks a question all that. haha. he was like..."i'll be repeating all these over and over again so don't worry uh catheleen and jhinghwei [or did he call me faith?]" well, it was better today coz there wasn't any physics. haha. and we were in a room where there was a mixer and speakers so we could really HEAR and see things instead of...totally all theory. yay! catheleen and jhinghwei need extra lessons! jeremy, grace[a friend] and risheng popped by at the shop today! now still considered the "after chinese new yr's" period so salon is mostly quite empty except for crazy saturdays. before chinese new yr was like, sooo crowded. now

"the purpose driven life" day 3 "what drives some people's lives : guilt[allow past to control their future], resentment and anger [hold on to hurts which they never get over. don't forgive], fear [ they miss opportunities coz they are afriad to venture out], materialism [ their desire to aquire becomes their goals], need for approval [self-explanatory]. "one key failure is to try to please everybody. being controlled by the opinions of others is a garunteed way to miss God's purposes for your life. "benefits of purpose-driven living : it gives meaning to you life, simplifies, focuses and motivates your life, and prepares you for eternity. " one day you will stand before God, and he will do an audit of your life, a final exam [ sounds kinda scary to me to be honest. because i haven't been doing enough i guess. unworthy. bah], before you enter eternity.......two crucial questions : "first, what did you do with my

ok. hello everybody. i just came back from a sound course which i attended with kathleen. man. it was like, a lot of physics. so i was just so completely blurred coz i didn't take physics in sec3/4. and at the end when the instructor was talking about all the equiptment stuff, both of us were just...?!?!??!? but it was pretty ok. i think patty is gonna give me a bit of tuition on all that frequency stuff so i will be less blur and at least be able to understand the lesson better. there's even gonna be an exam! we'll be alone in a recording whatever room and we have to do dunno what. equalizer. adjust the frequency. blah blah. oh man. sob. whaha. madness. our instructor is like. whoa. and he says his ears are trained such that he can hear like, how many hertz smtg is and whatever frequency whtever blah. oh man. and blah blah. i don't want to be like that coz...like he said, you won't enjoy music as much anymore coz you'll be like, criticising it and all that.

extracts from "A purpose driven life" by rick warren. chapter 1 "If you want to know why you were placed on this planet, you must begin with God. you were born by his purpose and for his purpose. "Focusing on ourselves will never reveal our life's purpose. "you cannot arrive at your life's purpose by starting with a focus on yourself. you must begin with God, your Creator. you exist only because God wills that you exist. you were made by God and for God. "life is about letting God use you for his purposes. "we can turn to what God has revealed about life in his Word. the easiest way to discover the purpose of an invention is to ask the creator of it...ask God. "God is not just the starting point of your life. He is the SOURCE of it. "It's in Christ that we find out who we are and what we are living for. long before we first heard of Christ and got our hopes up, he had his eye on us, had designs on us f

this guy had come to my mom's shop like, twice before. then after he left, i asked my mom for his name so that i could record some stuff and when she told me his name, i was like, sooooper surprised man. the last time i saw him was.....in lower pri? or pri4. dunno. he used to play the violin while i played the piano in bsf. and he'd have neatly combed side-parted hair, wearing a collared shirt and long black pants. the mommy's boy kind. now, different. haha. his mom and my mom went to bsf together. my sis and his sis went to bsf together. i and him went to bsf together. haha hi flAme. it's time for a change! come to "sally hairstyling" for...ok. whatever. aiyah. come with richie and cut ok? richie he should come with you right? yeps my job : being a full-time christian who's working for the Lord! ok. it's kinda difficult sometimes. but yea, we all have to try right? of course i'm right. hehehe this sat is praise sat for ym. MUS

"very red right?" that was my hair. my mom learned hairdressing 23 yrs ago. not 3 yrs. i look horrible. whahaha. but it's ok. whatever. dunno where to look when they interview us. the interview was muuuch longer. and felt weird coz like, my chinese sucks. the stuff i said...i didn't know how to say anything else so i just said "hen hao wan"[very fun]and btw, that was WHEN I WAS YOUNGER. make jelly all that. then have to stand on the stoll coz too short. or help to ppound stuff....yea. but now, dunno. not so fun anymore. haha yea. my bro got scolded for spending so much on fish stuff. then my dad went and helped him buy the stuff. we were like....huh. my dad talk like he's teaching chinese like that man....haha. very funny. dunno why he talk like that. maybe he nervous to be on tv. hehehe. see my dad teaching my bro chinese? HAHA> i used to have those lessons too. now i don't. whoohoo! yay! whee! that's chin s

love.joy.peace.patience.kindness.goodness.faithfulness.gentleness.self-control. went val's house last night for a sleepver with ida, kathleen, lulu. we learnt how to play mahjong! haha. they said i looked really bored playing it. maybe coz i was a bit blur. i'm a bit slow you know? haha. ida and val went to sleep then the rest of us played 99 then slept at 3. and then kathleen, richie and i woke up at 6 to go jogging. it took us quite some time to get our butts off the sofa. jogged from kings drive to botanic gardens. not a long jog but was a good jog because i haven't jogged in such a long time. zhou i jogged! then val and ida took some time to wake up. haha. so we were a bit late for church. lunched at fish and co. for free because val and i managed to finish the callamari that we shared. ehehe. val's pink passion drink was paid for too! haha. coz it was her bdae. eh. the show now...how come it's another family? coz according to the ads and the producer

ok. i moved on to high-lighting today. i bleached the model's hair. uncle vincent and ma teach diff styles so it gets a bit irritating coz i do one thing when one is around and when the other comes, he/she asks why i do that. then i'm like....er.... but it was ok. my mum says once i know how to hilight i can get my friends to come and i'll hi-light for them for cheap. haha. mei. you liked lost in translation? i felt so stuck in the theathre!!! oh yah. when am i supposed to go stay at the hostel with you? and, i'm not sure if i'm going for the funOrama. let's see....WHO WANTS TO GO FOR AC FUNoRAMA WITH ME? sarah's coming to rebond her hair tmr. whoa! :D anybody else want to come to my mom's shop to cut hair? haha. sally hairstyling far east shopping centre[not plaza] #04-12 Holy Spirit, FILL ME!!!

yes bardee. you are so lame. har har. but yes, we can both go to tp. going for ac's fun-o-rama? watched "lost in translation" with siew. didn't really want to watch it at first but did anyway. i usually like to know what the plot is at least before i watch a show and well, the plot didn't seem very exciting. well, it was BORING. i was stuck there. no climax no nothing. i'd rather have watched "cold mountain" twice than this once :D ohwells. ok. anybody got any prayer requests? if you do, just type them in my comment box anytime ok? always type it in the comment box of my latest entry coz i don't check the rest. ah. this ad on the local celebrities enjoying themselves in aussie. so lucky! they get paid to go there for a holiday. i want a job like that too! recruitment sunday. well, it's actually more fun if you're in a ministry you know? coz you know more pple that just those in your small grp. =) really. it's fuuun.

beloved band prac today was great man. sang "blessed be your name". i chose that song you know? haha. but shadrach was great. and the band's quite good man! you know smtg irritating? well, now, i gotta pay adult fare for transport! grrr. so transport is now say, 2 or 3 times more expensive. and when i get down a bus, i have to remember to tap my ez-link card! ahhh. ohwells. haha. tmr got bells prac but i can't go down! argh. ohwells. i'm going ngee ann poly open house tmr.

We stand and lift up our hands for the joy of the Lord is our strength we bow down and worship Him now how great, how awesome is he i finished one whole can of campbell soup for breakfast this morning. corn and chicken. slurp. oh yes. i went back to pl yesterday. didn't see any students coz everyone was having lessons. talked to mrs wong a bit. couldn't find mslau so didn't talk to her. i'm not ashamed of the gospel, i'm not ashamed of the one i love. blessed be the name of the Lord. [ah. this song is very addictive.] blessed e your name in the land that is plentiful where your streams of abundance flow blessed be your name and blessed be your name where i'm found in the desert place though i walk through the wilderness blessed be your name every blessing you pour out i'll turn back to praise and when the darkness closes in Lord still i will say blessed be the name of the Lord blessed me your name blessed be the name

praise God. really really really want to thank God because today, worship was nothing like what i heard practice was. haha. so really thank God. ah. so grateful. and haha, i worried for nothing coz all i heard was that band prac went bad. ohwells. haha today's lesson furing small group time was good. joyce is good. and now we're doing stuff on being filled with the holy spirit and i think it's great. yeps. bonita and i didn't really want to leave early so we stayed for as long as possible...until 11.15. then rushed to the hall to get ready for the next worship GOd is sooo good i tell you. whee! gotta hurry back to school to collect cheque. haha. improvement award thingie lah. coz from mid-yrs to prelims i improved 10 points. haha. actually, 9. but still very bad. not good enough to go jc. so you know how bad my mid yrs were? haha. lala. argh. i'm not allowed to go to andrea's house. shucks. coz it's night...and i'm not going for any reason.

ok.the show is on the 15th i think. not the 1st. just came back from fusion. hi. i'm stressed. haha. my band is playing tmr. i wasn't there for prac. i heard it wasn't all that great. i'm playing tmr tho i didn't go for prac because a first keyboardists is needed. haha. thailand was ok. my aunt got me irritated because of her childishness even tho she's like, 60 yrs old. but whatever. looking on the bright side, i got to talk lots to God when i was travelling and that was great.