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why we sin.... because we put the ' I ' in the middle. meaning, we are self-centered. look at the word " S I N " the ' I 's in the middle.

ok. i shall update my blog a bit. so y'all have smtg to read =) heh. prefect's inves was on wednesday. played the piano. yang shen, john loh and arthur were there. the song ling yi composed was nice. "go thru the fire. saturate.inspire.can we do that?" band prac tmr. com. just got restarted again. and so i lost all my ''faves'' websites. ahh. coz i got some good chord websites there. and now... sob. sob. bardee, your lastest entry has been described as ''murderous'' by oh-three. oh-one agrees. heh oh! denise! love song for the Saviour by kars of clay? i just learnt how to play it on the guitar! haven't gotten it totally right yet. but...yep.

some test results thingie.... You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'. You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with. You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be av

you mean there's an ivan in 9.30? who's that? and how come you all get to choose the classes you all want to do it with and what sea thing? march hols are what? mebbe i won't be able to go. depends. what with dad and all. ah. bardee. i don't really care if it's obvious or not. coz it ain't harmful so it's ok. aniwae, that girls name is chatrien you had no one to talk to? hmm... gotta believe more. that my dad WILL come to believe. that day. would be the happiest day of my life. it's always good to get to know new people, make new friends. but i'm usually kinda shy when i meet new people. it depends on the env. i'm in. and the people around me at that time. some people who know me, may not believe that i can ever be shy. heh. well, i am you know the personality D-I-S-C thingie? i'm a really high S-I. S is like..shy, steady sort. I is the hyper, interactive. party sort. yep. oh. in church today. man. li

all about you by joel houston hear our praises hear your people sing hear our hearts cry your love is everything and all will hear this shout as the nations turn to you and this will be our anthem 'cause we're all about you and the world you promise and all we have will give you praise cause we're all about you and the world can't stop us living your way, always and all the walls are falling down as all the nations praise and all the world will hear this shout can you hear the sound of faith FREE by marty sampson and if i had wings i would fly cause all that i need, you are and if the world caved in around me to you i'd still hold on cause you're all that i believe and the one that created me JESUS..because of you...i'm FREE! am i to believe by joel houston cause i have felt the cold rain run down my face i've seen the sun rise up as the night turns to day i've heard the laughter as the childr

hey jerik. here's something for your benifit here. and perhaps, for everyone else who reads this too =) DID is a word of achievement WON'T is a word of retreat MIGHT is a word of bereavement CAN'T is a word of defeat OUGHT is a word of duty TRY is a word each hour WILL is a word of beauty CAN is a word of power you can find this on the very first page of my bible. i wrote it down and stuck it there. think about it it is really beautiful

bardee during alpha camp, you don't go walking a lone with any instructor you totally walk alone! like...alone. one person. and before the walk, your intstructor may start telling you scary stories. the other time, the place we were at was where the japs first landed in ww2. and they were telling some groups gruesome stories. as for my group, my instructor chose a place. and i was the first person to walk. and then, he decided to chage the location becoz he decided that the place we were at was too brighly lit. so i had to do it again. it was on a narrow road this time, with bushes and all at the sides. and there was this rustle, and i almost jumped. (one group claimed to have seen some erm. scary stuff. too much to describe) then at the end of the whole walk, the few of us that finished it lay down at the end, very still, keeping really quiet. the next girl who walked past - esther...oh man. she walked right past without even looking at us or stopping. until we

table tennis. pl against anglican tmr. see who's first the zone. krystel and cindy playing i think. krystel's the red ranger. i'm blue. and we're part of the ''snoopy club'' formed last year. no. not because we are snoopy fans. definitely not. it was because the few of us who did group work together got mad one fine day. and then we found a snoopy chop in loo lin's pencil case. and...yea. we became the retarded snoopy club. and on and on. and cindy is my indian friend. and i am her indian friend. no. we are NOT indians. we are actually chinese. but one fine day (again) , we got mad while doing class deco after class. and we....ok. this is weird. i should stop crapping. about such things. they sound so kiddy eh? what snoopy club and all. but you see, we got mad. and aniwae, it gets fun, in a way. and that helped us to bond. so. yeah. matyrs and thieves (chorus) so turn on the lights and reveal all the glory, i am not

yah!! did you see that bikini-clad girl in the Life! section of the straits times today? she's from pl! i was like....wha???!?!? my school... oh-kaaaaay. how do you wear bikinis man? they're so like..small... and they cover up like..so little? man. went for sec1 handbell prac today. they're a pretty friendly bunch tho josephine is like, really really quiet. like she's really intimidated by the whole wide world or something. yep. a nice bunch. 10 of them. and mrs wong says that 2 more are joining! that means there'll be 12 of them. and that is like....a lot! for handbells. quite fun conducting them today. being seniors, we got all the POWER man! whahahahha.....[ shut up! ]...ok. just joking. [ joke? ] mrs wong was there. and she was sitting right on top...........falling asleep?! but she seemed pretty nice today. and i gotta collect 12bucks from the syf members. for camp. groan. money matters. i so so so don't like this man. it's

haha. denise. you got the song title there! it IS called ''everything's alright''! handbell prac. mr fong hardly did anithing. i guess he was fed-up with us again or smtg. but the song's cool. and are we really gonna play it on national day?!?! he must be bluffing us man. remember : the sun shines after the rain. so smile!! =)))) the newest hillsong album is soo fantabulous! it's ''united. to the ends of the earth.'' and my favourite song in there is ''My God''. hillsong music rocks man. they got so many talented pple in hillsong church. like darlene zschech, joel housten, marty sampson. and they use their talents to serve God wonderfully =) I WANNA DO THAT TOO! *grin* My God your faithful love.has always been there for me the greatest love.that i have ever known what can i give to you.for all you've given to me you gave it all.and you are all i need you are my king. you are my God.

haha.yep denise. and i have a not-very-nice voice so when jeremy tells me to sing, i say i can't sing and he asks why. i say. because i can't. lol. because...well, i can't! singing just aint my talent man. here's ''Buggin you" bugging you is easy coz you're buggable bugging you is all i ever wanna do-oo bugging you is more than just my dreams come true and everything i do, is because i love to bug you lalalalala lalalalalala lalalalalalalalala-a bugger bugger bug bug ahhhhh (a soooper high pitch thingie) you can go hear it at www.smilepop.com then click on ''buggin you serenade" it's really stupid. and when you sing it to pple, they get irritated by the high pitched sound know why it's called ''bugging you'' now? heh. it's fun. and stupid. but. yah. bardee, don't be saaad. after the rain goes, the sun will shine. ok. rain is cool too. like, i love playing in the rain

had a big class of about 23 today. coz rodney didn't come. so his class combined with ours. was raining today and got so wet walking to church to pass someone smtg, then back to ymca, then to the mrt station. and i bent a rose so that it could fit into wei's bag. heh. and it wasn't even my rose. terrible me. but aniwae. haha. lemme teach you pple a song. i taught a few pple in class and now, a lot of pple in school know it =) ____,____ (person's name), i love you you know that ir eally do i know that you love me too so i sing for you. i learnt it from a little girl in the mrt. she was singing and singing it. and it's so simple. memorised it in a while. the song goes to the octopussers! heh....octopussers, octopussers i love you.............so on and so forth. =) my brother is now burning marsmallows on a wooden chopstick with a lighter. man. and the marshmallows turn out terrible. all burnt! gross! eheh. i prefer un-burnt marshmallows. ok. i

ok. band of brothers. is nice. it's cool!! heh. worthy. childlike faith. honest praise.unashamed love.

yeah bardee! i love the zoo too! heh. it gets a bit stinky..in some parts of the zoo. but it's mostly nice. i haven't been there for ages. i remember in primary school, like, lower primary, they'd bring us to either the zoo or the bird park. heh. the bird park's nice too. but the zoo is nicer. heh. i remember getting sprayed with water by an elephant during one of the shows. it sprayed across the whole front. so fun! eheh. and they have stuff like the parrot cycling on the lil' bike. and raising the flag. and the sea lion. stuff like that. i took part in the ''zookeeper of the year'' thingie before. heh. that was about a million yrs ago.heh. didn't win. ( a lot of kids were in it) wei didn't either. but had fun. and we had a very nice goodie bag too. yep.the zoo. He sends you a flower every spring. He sends you a sunrise every morning.

happy valentine's day! ok. whatever. 'when things are horrible- just horrible- i think as hard as ever i can of being a princess. i say to myself, "i am a princess." you dont know how it makes you forget.' 'If i was a princess- a real princess,' she murmured, 'I could scatter largess to the porpulance. But even if i am only a pretent princess, I can invent little things to do for people. Things like this. She was just as happy as if it was a largess. I'll pretend that to do things people like is scattering largess.' -A Little Princess by Frances Hodgson Burnett- hey. go visit this is you have the time.

"However, he is the only one who does not seem to me ridiculous. Perhaps that is because he is preoccupied with something other than himself." "Now here is my secret. very simply : you can only see things with the heart, what is essential is invisible to the eye." " it is the time you have wasted on your rose .That makes your rose so important." "People leap into express trains. But they no longer know what they're looking for. so they get agitated and go round in circles." all quotes taken from ''the little prince'' by antoine de saint-exupery. very goot. very meaningful stuff. think. ponder.

some relatives from tailand are coming over to stay mid-march. and we were trying to figur out who'll sleep where. coz my house is small. yep. heh. hey bardee. i've been studying too! ok. not exactly studying. but i've been doing social studies notes. mole concept test tmr. die. why must we learn to calculate this kinda things ah? so complicated....and so...mah fan. alamaks.

whahahhaha. yep. bardee and i were looking at yearbooks in the library b4 prac today. and whoa! they look so different! pple like benjamin, matthew,yangshen,ivan. (we were looking at acsb's yrbook.no. not because we're a giggly buch who looks at guy school yrbooks and giggle while looking for erm .cute guys. we were looking for our friends. yes. friends.) we had a good time laughing our heads off.

mei says band of brothers for guys equate to chick flicks for girls.

handbell prac today. ended at 7 so reached home at 8pm. ugh. we're playing some indonesian song. and the bass sounds like the...gamilan. really cool. but the bass is ever so boring. the chimes are playing the melody. so even though my note is sooo high, i'm considered as the bass, and i'm just about dying of boredom. but o well, they'll be new parts. hope i get to play smtg more interesting. heh. yeah bardee. mixing all the chemicals during science lessons get fun eh? i do that a lot too. add everything. and get a really nice blue or purple colour or smtg. or a gross orange. but it's really cool. and then i show off to the pple around, yea. me and my lab partner. heh. soo fun. luckily everything is diluted. because i think...if everything wasn't diluted, erm. there'd be mini explosions all over or smtg. yep. i can never sit with marisa. never. ever. she sat with me during chinese enrichment after school today. and she kept lau

i need more discipline. o levels this year. i need more discipline. perseverance. ahh. c'mon. you can do it. just do it. nike. i like it. (",) heh. bardee, the words on your blog - ''a need is no more than a flower in disguise''...i've seen it before. and i thought it didn't make sense. and it still doesn't make sense. could you explain it? that is, if you DO understand it. heh. handbell prac tmr. whoopee! wonderful music (tho have to stay back laaattte) am so glad that we finally finished the first song which is 'i got rythm' and 'fascinating rythm' combined together. one more song to go. wonder what it'll sound like. we're gonna play an indonesian song. heard a bit og how mr fong tried it..on the bells. so cool!!! hope i get to play for the second song. it sounds cooler than the first...east meets west! coz it's a western instrument playing indonesian music. ahh! fantabulous. ooo. siao. heh. disci

what do you pple do for valentines's day? some pple give stuff to their friends. i never do. heh. coz i thought valentine's day was for like....lovers or smtg. but aniwae, i think there's no need for this kinda...whatever days. like mother's day and father's day and valentines day sometimes, pple wait for these occasions to give presents and to show their appreciation. but i think that, you can show your appreciation any day. you don't have to wait for that particular day that' has been named ''mother's day'' to give your mother a prez, a hug, a whatever. you can do it any other day. yea? when you see someone you know, just smile, say hi, make a card. anything. you could really really really brighten up that person's day a lot. really.

awwww.... i got nothing better to post. terrible me. bardee, how come the stuff i updated for my blog in your house isn't here? all the little prince quote stuff and blah blah blah? o well. nvm. ah! school tmr. i'm waiting for next sunday. heh.

i went for service today with siew and ... i think i prefer ym worship. the adults....some were kinda dead. and some weren't clapping. siew says that they're too old already. so not as enthusiastic as us youths. eh....i see... and i erm. didn't pay attention to the sermon either. coz it was ermm. quite boring. so i erm. didn't really learn anithing today. i know rev. issac lim was talking about. erm. some prayer stuff. telling us to go for the 'wesleyans renewal' thingie erm.yep. erm. erm. erm. too many erms. went to city hall thereabouts with ee and siew after that. had lunch at ''out of a pan''. then went home didn't manage to give my card. coz i didn't see my friend. o wells.

everyday it's you i live for everyday i'll follow after you everyday i'll walk with you my Lord just came back from ym combined worship. worship was goood. i had a great time praising and worshipping.=) i think andrea has a really nice voice. and dear oh-three has a lovely voice too. i couldn't hear it but, i've heard her sing, and her voice is......whoohoo! and God has blessed wesley with so many talented musicians =) like cheryl,kevin,david,jerrold,clarabell,michelle and eugene. (if u noticed,,i just listed the names of the pple in the band) the ushers are doing a fine job of making us feel welcome too. and...doing the lotsa other stuff that they're supposed to do too =) and the message was good too. adriel did it. the prodigal son story. -God isn't a ''santa claus'' -God isn't one who is critical and judgemental -God isn't unfair -God's love is unconditional : agape love [agape is the name of my band

not feeling well today. coz during pe, we had to sprint, twice, 200m. and i was trying to run as fast as ju. guess i pushed myself too hard. coz during recess after that, i couldn't see properly. stomach felt sick, and was like, gonna vomit. so i sat in the toilet for 15mins. and prayed. then i felt better.

i'm not gonna be blogging much anymore. coz you never know who reads your blog. and i don't really...like that. coz.yep. mebbe i'll just blog songs or stuff like that. stuff that don't...show too much about what's going on in my life. and aniwae, i'll have more time to do my own stuff. like work. and other stuff. yep. live life to the fullest. lars~

i'm telling myself to be nicer. it's really difficult. it really is. be nice. chinhui. be nice.

something i learnt from chapel today : love is not a feeling. it is about the choices we make. it is about the ACTIONS we take. pa forgot to bring his passport and i had to go all the way to bugis to pass it to him just now. ah bardee. don't worry if you can only draw birds. i can only draw funny shapes. and denise, i think your...diary. diaryland or blogger or whatever...the template is nice. really cool. your templates are always soo cool! like the blessed one before this. Worry is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but it gets you no where. got that from denise's blog. worrying is like....you're worried coz you don't trust God enough or smtg. you don't have TOTAL dependency on Him. yep. heard that somewhere sometime ago. it was raining almost the whole day today. it was so darn cold man. freezing cold. i'm bringing my jacket to school the next time it rains. then i won't freeze. hey octopussers! ida.mel.v

i have a guitar. oolala i have a guitar oolala my sis gave her old one to me. i have a guitar oolala

reached home at 8pm today. so sooper tired. but nvm coz i'm happy. i'm happy that we finally finished one syf song for handbells. there's another one to go. but yay. at least we finished this one. it sounds really nice. it's called ''i've got rythm''. and the ending is so sudden. so cool. ahhhh. mr fong is so talented. don't know why charmaine is so shy about conducting tho. ok. conducting for the real thing is scary. but during practice...erm... still, char has been a great help =) hope we can finish the next song fast!!!!! coz we only have 5 more tuesdays with mr fong. am humming the song in my head. lalala. to the world, you may be one person. but to one person, you may be the world. heard that somewhere before rite? well peepes, be nice. it never hurts to be nice. heh. guess what? my parents are going to thailand from tmr to next tuesday. i got relatives there. and i think they wanted my parents to go a lot o

i'm gonna blog songs. i'm in love with music. didn't you know? =) You're here words and music by Leigh Nash. Sixpence none the Richer (city on a hill) My life is up and down. i try to keep both feet on the ground.Your love is all that gets me through. all i need on this earth is you. and i can hear your voice reciting ''i'm here. i'm closer than your breath. i've conquered even death. i am still here.And just like i was then. you can't remember when i was not here." Jesus, you're the author of my heart. told me you wanted every part. and now my life and its demands.are resting safely in your hands. and i can hear your voice inviting. "i'm hear. i'll never leave your side. my stubborn weary child. i am still here. please let me lead you on. your race is already won. i am your God." Merciful Rain words and music by Steve Hindalong.FFH. (city on a hill) Let the Holy spirit come over you now.As th

i'm going off to do my lit. and i shall concentrate. and ida, whoever took the wrong turn, it's complicated. so let's just say that. basically, erm.nothing. i don't know what to put.

specific princes and princesses who are good-looking and are understanding are trustworthy and have common sense. i'm sure there'll be more to add. hah. and don't worry if you don't understand this, pple out there. it's a personal. statement.

oh man. bardee. your good, bad and ugly. did you think up of that [crap] stuff yourself? and your writing is so qhim. bonkers, you've gone. but it's good lah. heh. cousins are coming over to my house soon. cousins and their kids. yep. i have cousins that are like...40 yrs old thereabouts? so the oldests erm....nephew.distant nephew. i have is 18. older than me. but i'm not close to them. and they all speak chinese. hah. my chinese is terrible. even my older sister's speak better than me. chinese i mean. actually, english too. oh whatever. oh no! the hols are like....over so fast! considering that chinese new year actually lasts for 15 days, shouldn't the holiday last for smtg like.....15 days? fat hope. let me ask you smtg. why do some pple get all weird and girls start liking girls and guys start liking guys. it's so gross. lesbians and gays. it's abnormal. yuckie doodles man. that's one reason why. the world is n

ah. my friend. won't put your name here. you'll know this ''good looking pple usually have common sense'' we keep talking about the same thing. but it's an interesting topic. heh. you want, can always tell me anithing. i'm a good secret keeper k.=)

and had to get rid of some chocs. those coin chocolates? yep. got some from rachael and dunno who. and then i was gonna dump some in alex's hand but he like... dumped his chocs in my hand first and i tried to run away but was unsuccesful. so i went to the table at the back where all the logistics were ernest and joshua were there. and i just said smtg like ''hey guys. chocs for y'all!" and ernest was saying thank you when i dumped the like...15 or so chocolate coins on the table and then ran away. whahaha.

my legs are feeling super 'suan'. mebbe it's from the walking just now. plus the fact that my feet were hurting. ahhhhh........save me!!!!!!!!!! oh-oh

life is a road and i wanna keep going love is a river i wanna keep flowing life is a road, now and forever wonderful journey i'll be there when the world stops turning i'll be there when the storm is through in the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you -this song is from anastasia...i think- the tune i nice. hey peeps! the octopussers love each other! yep. love is this...really great, undescribable thing which makes you feel just great. when you are loved, and when you love, it's just....=) that's why "and now those three remain : faith, hope and love. But the greatest of all these is love." - 1 cor 13:13- "love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. it always protects, always trusts, akways hopes, always perseveres. love

just came back from going out with ida and my legs ache. heh. played for worship this morning. and i think the band played better than the last time we played. i don't know how. but it was just better. terrible me eh? never really notice things. terrible band leader. but aniwae, =) i played ok. the usual i guess. denise, i couldn't hear, so i can't say anithing. but i bet she played well. david, pretty ok. doing well, considering that he doesn't have lessons with jerrold animore. perry, good, the usual.for sound check, he played either God is moving or history maker's intro. i think it was ''God is moving'' and that reminded me of camp coz he learnt that from camp. it's really great. and i had it stuck in my head then. ok. i gotta buck up and learn the guitar properly and just not random crap here n there. heh.then i can play the bass...like denise! jeremy lee played better than the last time. three cheers for jeremy! but gotta hav

as we walk to the left as we walk to the right as we walk walk walk as we walk all night with a heel and a toe and a half turn around with a heel and a toe and a new friend found we did the dance at camp. formed a huge circle in the hall. and had lotsa fun. fun.fun.fun. i told you chinhui had become a crackpot oh shucks. -beep-

went visiting today. i just wore simple jeans and a shirt and ee's nine west mary jane's. i didn't buy any new year's clothes. i hardly buy clothes. i waer my sister's clothes. heh. we had to borrow my grandpa's car coz all 7 of us would not fit comfortably in a small suzuki. to be honest, i was kinda bored.coz it's like...just go there, and sit and maybe eat. then the older ones talk. i don't talk much coz the pple we went to visit speak chinese and if you know me, you'll know that my chinese is outrageously yuck.so yep, i got kinda bored. but it was good lah. to go and see your relatives and all that once in a (long) while. we were helping to crack ginko nuts at my aunts place. gotta go to church early tmr. coz am playing for worship. band prac was on thursday nite. was better than the first one.perry being there helps coz well, he's one of the...more experienced pple. i honestly don't know what the lead guitar is supposed to play

happy (lunar) new year to everybody out there. so let's do the same thing as i did for christmas.and so, happy new year to (try find your name! sorry if it's not there...~) pa, ma, ee, siew, mei, wei, bardee, ida, val, mel, wanli, joan, methalusa, stacy, tiffany, , jeremy, jerrold, risheng, alex, nathaniel, benedict, fong, jerik, perry, michelle loh, michelle goh, the other michelle loh, rachael, eve, sarah, allison, joel wee, joel, jason, jean, julianna, andrea, betram, karen, ann, ben, douglas, joy, eunice, vanessa, xiao ting,annabel, lena,another annabel, qian ru, lynette, melissa chua, pearl, maisy, shadrach, ivan, jeanette, cheryl, genevieve, rachel kam, cerlyn, gareth, jessica, jaslin, see hwei, mingyao, tcher eelin, tcher suzanne, tcher lily,gary, galilean aka lion king, zhiwei, mark,corinne, eileen, jasmine, andrea, darice, leona, sashi, huang ming, xide, jonathan, the other jonathan,eugene, jacinta, paula, ivana, edina, joyce, sherlyn, rq, rs, cheryl quah, leslie, jill

yay! thanks bardee for this nice nice nice design and name and whatever.(",) it's chinese new year and i have a bit of flu and sore throat. argh. all the goodies and all. cannot eat. alamaks. and listen up everybody who reads this blog... DO NOT GIVE MY BLOG ADDRESS TO ANYONE OK? thank you very very much. reunion dinner today was...not exactly very...fun. it was quite quiet. plus, it was raining. and being ont of the ''kids'', i sat in front of the tv to eat. heh. it's like that every year. the older pple eat at the big table. the kids sit at the tv ot the small table. 'green mile' is on channel i now. the guy just brought a dead rat back to life. eh? i think channel i is gonna win channel 5. channel i has been showing nicer shows mostly now.

happy cheena new year!