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after reading la's blog. i shall post this!haha i ever thought of becoming an air stewardess. like, so fun! haha. just for like, 2 yrs kinda thing. haha. but not realistic la. as in, my mom doesn't approve. i told her, just for fun. and she was like...2 yrs is a looong time. you can do a lot in that amt of time. and tell my dad? haha. that's funny. that's really funny. i will read my bible and pray i will follow you all of my days ( i think it goes like that ) all day, all day, all day, ALL DAY we're singing that this sunday. hahhahaa. yay! it's super funny. when patty and i first heard it we were like...staring at each other. haha. it's a cool song man. you hear the lyrics it sounds super funny la. just the 2 lines. i dunno. haha. but it's meaningful! very easy to understand! see. i will read my bible and pray. i will follow you all of my days. very easy to understand right? yes. very goot. i like to sing stuff that i understand. tho somet

ok. i'm doing this purpose driven life thing super slowly because one, i don't do it everyday. sometimes, i just read the bible and not do that book. and two, the lessons are getting longer...so i don't do the whole lesson in one day. i want to like....absorb what i'm reading and well, if i do just a page out of the 5 pages for that day, it's better that i absorb and learn smtg rather that like...do the whole thing but can't remember a single thing...yea. smtg like that la huh. haha. i think i'm at day 13 now. i uh. can't be bothered to like, type it out sometimes la. ym comm meeting's pretty ok. it was just mainly the budget part that got like...a bit the boring. i'm hungry. there's nothing to eat at home. i want to cook campbell's soup but no one will share it with me...not that there's a very many people at home now :( so i am just drinking milk. good for my bones. but i still want to eat....hmm... the purpose dr

oh crap. i was warmed up the "hot pie" from bk and it's like...i think i put it in for too long. it's stuck on the sides now. bah oh. let me talk a bit about that pimple i had just a few days back. yes, that huge pimple on my left cheek. well, it was fun while it "lasted" kind of thing. but i'm glad it's gone. haha. eugene wanted to pay me to pop it. like...oh yuck! zhou said it was disgusting that eugene wanted to pay me to pop it but in the end...zhou got tempted to pop it too. har har. and zhi gang(i think) said smtg like...to kiss(er) my other cheek so that it'd be equal (as in,one pimple on each side) and he after that he was like...okok. i know i've gone too far and he went on his knees whenever i walked past him. oh man. hahahahahaaha very goot. i got someone to change her nic from "imnuthincomparedtoothers *dead" to "iamuniquespecial&exquisite smile* " (",) brillian

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is a different kinda of "ahhh" now.... aaahhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm grinning like mad now. maaaaan "congratulations! we are pleased to inform you that you have been selected for admission to level 1 of the following full-time course, commencing 21 june 2004 : diploma in visual communication etc......" ahhhhh. hahaha ok. so definitely....i'll choose design..out of the 3. (i didn't even have a portfolio! they asked if i had anything to show them...i was like...er...nothing. er. class t-shirt? which i designed. but i don't have with me) and i still got in! haha. and the written test....the drawing part.....out of 2 sections, i left 2 blank. ahhhh. hahahahaha. AND I STILL GOT IN...HAHAHA just that... if i choose design, i think my dad will kill me. i need chinee here. out of sp, creative media de

oh btw, when i say 'sob' i'm not actually crying ok. haha ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

AHHHHH@ JOYCE GOT INTO DESIGN...VISUAL COMM! AHHHH! JOYCE GOT INTO VISUAL COMM AT TP. AHH AHHHH AHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH sob. i screwed up my stupid interview. i didn't know it was on the day itself so i didn't bring anything to show them. and then i stupidly told them that mass comm was my first choice and when they asked if i knew what i'd learn in visual comm i went blank...i like....know. i've read about it about a thousand times. but i never remember. ahhhh. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. sob. i told them that i used to want to do design stuff when i grew up but i wasn't confident about my design abilities or whatever. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yah. i like design. but can't really draw. more into..i think it's called typography. yeps. i like design. ah. ah. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. i'm sadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

ok. everybody's asking who's been posted where me : from jae, i got posted to SP, creative media design from direct admissions, i got into TP, tourism and hospitality management and i'm still waiting for the mass comm. results..have to go for interview first. ah. God, help. your will be done. lalala went to queensway shopping centre on sunday with wei, richie and zhuo. didn't find track shoes that i liked....haha. i'm picky you see. supposed to go course to learn how to cut hair. but hahahahahahAHA. had to pay like, $50 per person so my mom decided that nvm....no need to go. she'll just teach me. HAHA. yay! ah. i can't really be bothered to blog. oh. wait. good news. there's now chinmei's laptop at home! that means...no more weird shutting down of the laptop. don't have to restart twice. my patience won't be tested in this way animore. yay! my aunt made me do a "manicure" at the shop opposite

Lord my heart cries out glory to the king my greatest love in life i hand you everything glory, glory i hear the angels sing open my ears let me hear your voice to know that sweet sound oh my soul rejoice glory, glory i hear the angels sing you're a father to the fatherless the answer to my dreams i see you crowned in rightousness we cry glory to the king comfortor to the lonely the lifter of my head i see you veiled in majesty we cry glory, glory we cry glory to the king

"the purpose driven life" day 9 "Smile on me, your servant; teach me the right way to live (psalm 119:135) "the smile of god is the goal of your life. "Figure out what will please Christ, then do it. (eph 5:10) eg. noah. because he pleased God, we are alive today. "1. God smiles when we love him supremely. -noah consistently followed God's will and enjoyed a close relationship with him.(gen 6:9a) -God wants a realtionship, and fellowship, with us. -God made us to love us, and he longs for us to love him back. -"i don't want your sacrifices-i want your love;i don't want your offerings-i want you to know me."(hosea 6:6) "2.God smiles when we trust Him completely. -noah trusted God even when it didn't make sense -have faith that he knows what is best for your life -"he takes pleasure in those who honour him;in those who trust in his constant love."(psalm 147:11) -"withouut faith, it is impo

i typed out everything and then the comp hung. again....like, after i type out everything. and now, i have like...a time limit because my sis needs the comp. oh geez. i think it's s.a.tan. haha. but yah. prideful rebellion...smtg mentioned in yesterday's lesson i think. i find myself praying for s.a.tan halfway during my prayers. like, why are you so stubborn?! just repent! ok. but.whatever let's get on... "the purpose driven life" day 8 "we were planned for God's pleasure "the moment you were born into this world, God was there smiling at your birth, he wanted you alive and your arrival gave him great pleasure...God chose to create you. "what greater significance can we have when God considers us valuable enough to keep with him for eternity? "one of the greatest gifts that God has given you is the ability to enjoy...5 senses and emotions...so we can experience stuff. we can enjoy because we are made in God'

passion, coming from the root latin word pasus means having suffered or having undergone -flAme- i think it's amazing how words feel/mean like what they look like when written or said. :) don't read blindly ok? must absooorrrb. really understand what you're reading..and try to apply it in your life. "the purpose driven life" day7 "the Lord has made everything for his own purposes[proverbs 16:4] "everything comes from God alone. everything lives by his power and everything is for his glory. [romans 11:36] "recognize God's glory,honour his glory, declare his glory, praise his glory, reflect his glory and live for his glory because we owe him every honour that we can possibly give. "refusing to bring glory to god is prideful rebellion - the sin that caused satan, and our, fall. "how to glorify God : "1. by worshipping him. (worship by enjoying him) - C.S Lewis :" in commanding us to glorigy hi

i just posted smtg. then the laptop just died on me. like, again. ha. ha but anyway, i was eating my dinner with chrysanthemum tea poured on my rice. too much. in fact. so my rice was flooded. but it tasted nice. "the purpose driven life" day 6 "1. compared with eternity, life is extremely bried. 2. earth is only a temporary residence "your identity is eternity, and your homeland is heaven. "we are Christ's ambassadors(2 cor. 5:20) "why we experience difficulty, sorrow, rejection, unfulfilled promises etc on this earth becuase this isn't the end of the story. (you will never be fully satisfied on this earth) earth is not our final home. "life is a temporary assignment." more tmr. much longer. :)

"the purpose driven life" day 5 "we don't see things as they are, we see them as we are. - anais nin "the way you SEE your life SHAPES your life. " how you define life determines your destiny. your perspective will influence how you invest your time, spend your money, use your talents, and value your relationships. "the Bible offers 3 metaphors that teach us God's view of life : " 1. life is a TEST. ..trials, temptations, refining, testing...character is both developed and revealed by tests, and ALL of life is a test. an impt test is how you act when you can't feel God's presence in your life. Sometimes, God intentionally draws back, and we don't sense his closeness. when you understand that life is a test, you realize that nothing is insignificant in your life. "2. life is a TRUST...everything belongs to God. the world is on loan to us....everything we enjoy is to be treated as a trust that God has pla